Meaning of Life or Life of Meaning

My musings about life and what it all means for this mom, worker, wife, woman, human. What it's like to live with a tantrum-throwing toddler, a self-employed husband, work, housework, and the life or death of my own dreams. Maybe we all can get some free therapy out of it all.

Friday, June 02, 2006

zofran and insurance

Yes, I am nauseated most of the time. I take my b6 and unisom. It helps but not enough, I really started throwing up and then I got on Zofran, which is a life-saver. I am still not great, but I might want to live until tomorrow and can eat a bit.

Now I am trying to make sure the insurance will approve a refill. (It's extremely expensive, so they have to have my doctor fill out some paperwork.) Nobody knows anything. I wait on hold 11 minutes at the doctor's office so that they can take my number and the nurse can call back some time later. The pharmacy says it hasn't been approved yet. I have got to get this medicine. What bull shit that the insurance is questioning the doctor about her perscription. Who knows better what I need, the doctor or the insurance company! I am going to call the insurance company. It is Friday and I can't go all weekend without my meds. Yes, I called on Wednesday, to check with the doctor and her nurse said it was on the doctor's desk. What crap I have to go through just to be able to drink some sprite without throwing up. I am trying to avoid hyperemesis here, without any help from anybody( except my husband who is trying hard to help, bless his heart.) *Jaden

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Starting to get morning sickness!

Well, I am definately feeling nauseated off and on all day. Hopefully the doctor can give me some meds tomorrow before it gets too bad. It is my first prenatal appointment. I am very afraid I will be sick with hyperemesis again! * Jaden

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This morning I got a BFP (Big Fat Positive) on my home pregnancy test! Yeah! We had been trying for three months. I am glad, but apprehensive. (Probable very common, I would suspect.) With my dd, I threw up about 200 times (literally) and missed about 3 months of work. I have never been so sick. Hey, every pregnancy is different, right? I hope to find a good doctor, I have been looking on the local hospital site to find one.. I want a woman this time. My short-term goal-to remain hydrated.

How will I find time for a pregnancy and another baby????? I guess we make time for things that are important.
More later!

Monday, April 24, 2006

Busy

Dear blog,
Hi. I have been incredibly busy with no end in sight. I wish there was more time in the day! ! 15 people are coming to my house this Saturday for a birthday party for my husband. That means nonstop housecleaning until then. Exhaustion is my friend! No other news. *Jaden*

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Doing the baby dance

Guess what! We are trying to conceive our second child! We just finally decided to go for it. I will keep you updated on everything.

Otherwise, I am as busy as usual, working hard at work and at home, trying to find the trick to managing it all!
Jaden

Friday, January 27, 2006

Parent-teacher conference

Well..... Today was my first parent-teacher conference! My dd's preschool teacher said she is doing great! She is a great girl. She could hardly believe that she has tantrums at home, because she is so easygoing at school. (People could say the same about me!!)

Things are o.k. but not great. My dh started on some antidepressants to see what happens. I am finally getting used to being so busy and maybe starting to figure out a plan for my home/family/ career. ***Jaden

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

getting in the groove

Hi! Well, I got out of the habit of writing, but I am back! My dd started preschool 2 mornings a week and she likes it. It's a co-op, so we have to help out sometimes in class.
My dh has arranged to work at home sometimes on the webpage for their business and some of the paperwork. This has been a great stress reliever for me. We've saved lots on babysitting and he actually did a few things around the house. He also mentioned teaching a class, which he has done in the past. That would really help with the money situation and maybe his self esteem We will see what happens.

This month on Flylady.com she suggests to spend 15 minutes a day organizes paper clutter. I am totally going to try it because paper clutter is my biggest downfall in the homecare stuff. *Jaden
 
You scored as Anarchism. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

Anarchism

75%

Democrat

67%

Socialist

50%

Fascism

50%

Green

50%

Nazi

33%

Republican

25%

Communism

17%

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.

“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”
“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”
--Jean-Paul Sartre

“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”
--Blaise Pascal

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Existentialism

90%

Utilitarianism

80%

Hedonism

80%

Strong Egoism

75%

Justice (Fairness)

50%

Kantianism

50%

Nihilism

45%

Divine Command

35%

Apathy

30%

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism

96%

Satanism

71%

Paganism

67%

Christianity

58%

Islam

54%

Hinduism

54%

Buddhism

54%

atheism

50%

Judaism

38%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.

Unipolar Depression

50%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

42%

Schizophrenia

42%

Eating Disorders

8%

Borderline Personality Disorder

8%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

0%

Which mental disorder do you have?
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