Meaning of Life or Life of Meaning

My musings about life and what it all means for this mom, worker, wife, woman, human. What it's like to live with a tantrum-throwing toddler, a self-employed husband, work, housework, and the life or death of my own dreams. Maybe we all can get some free therapy out of it all.

Monday, January 31, 2005

Question

If there is nothing else after this life, is everything important or is nothing important?

This question is driving me crazy lately. *Jaden

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Tired part 2

It seems i can accomplish nothing and be nothing. I can't be a decent wife or mother. My housekeeping is terrible. i can't make enough money to survive. I work too much and not enough.
Each day I am just waiting for it to be over. And eventually it will be. That is all i cling to and what gets me through each day. *Jaden

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Tired

Today I am so tired. I worked 2 12's this weekend and it seemed there was so much negativity all over. Plus I have had a cold. It seems all that I do is work at work, do house work at home and take care of my dd. How long will this go on? Maybe it is just life. It just doesn't seem that I ever get caught up with anything. This really stinks. All I really want to do is sleep for a while.*Jaden

Saturday, January 08, 2005

New Year- MIL gone

It's been a few days since I blogged. Today my MIL finally flew back home. I feel a little guilty for feeling happy and relieved. But I just feel like things are back to normal. I never really will understand her.
I have got to make some more money and get caught up on bills. I am picking up some hours.
I am going to take down the Christmas tree today.
My first resolution is to be kind to myself. The second is to be kind to my husband. Third, get finances under control. Fourth, lose weight, get healthy, etc.... Fifth, get house under control. Of course these need to be expanded.
We got a surprise snow yesterday of a couple of inches. My dd and I made snow angels and I pulled her in the sled.

I have got to find some more friends this year. I have never been that good at it. I also have to nurture the friendships I have. *Jaden

 
You scored as Anarchism. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

Anarchism

75%

Democrat

67%

Socialist

50%

Fascism

50%

Green

50%

Nazi

33%

Republican

25%

Communism

17%

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.

“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”
“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”
--Jean-Paul Sartre

“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”
--Blaise Pascal

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Existentialism

90%

Utilitarianism

80%

Hedonism

80%

Strong Egoism

75%

Justice (Fairness)

50%

Kantianism

50%

Nihilism

45%

Divine Command

35%

Apathy

30%

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism

96%

Satanism

71%

Paganism

67%

Christianity

58%

Islam

54%

Hinduism

54%

Buddhism

54%

atheism

50%

Judaism

38%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.

Unipolar Depression

50%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

42%

Schizophrenia

42%

Eating Disorders

8%

Borderline Personality Disorder

8%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

0%

Which mental disorder do you have?
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